my Google family and friends online

Well in my google family there is:

my mommy +Rajah Peavey 

my daughters; +SkIttleZ UnicornXD , +Nicole Mccubbin , +kitty crawshaw +Brook beast +zoey zoeyy 

My son; +Xeno Donzia 

i need more but i have a lot of friends and ex's.... but i get along with most people.... most support me and some dont..... i have a lot of haters and i have a lot of people that like me and crush on me..... thats not my fault.... i love all my friends..... i have a lot of crushes.... but im taken..... i love my gf...... my ex +Karina Crawshaw i loved still do but im taken and so is she...... she nearly commited suicide yesterday but i didnt know why she was gunna.... i told her bf and he went to her house and stopped her... i stopped her committing suicide... 

to be continued 

MY LIFE SO FAR:

Well, my life ayeee....

Well the best day of my life was when i got with my Girlfriend Karina ....
She just came into my life and made it worth living, I loved that she is my angel at night, My darling, My heart , My world..... The best day of my life...... 25th April 2013, That made my life worth living

she helped me through everything and i love it how she makes mistakes, she is so cute amazing and mine.

But then i cheated.... i made a huge mistake i broke her heart, i am trying to repair it now but its not working, i need some help, how can i repair her heart? how can i make her life worth living? how can i make her happy? how can i do anything right?

I LOVE YOU KARINA KIKI RAINBOW MONSTER!!!!!!!!!

then this happened 

worst day of my life

the worst day of  my life...... 19th october 2013

on this day i found out that my ex one true love karina cheated on me, broke my heart, and messed up my head, she cheated on me 6 days before our aniversary, 

destoryed our day 25th april 2013 is dead....

thanks karina, 

but then i got hit with something,

why should i are? why should i love her? but i still have feelings for her? how can i forget her? 

Can anyone help me?