my life

Thursday 9 January 2014

HAPPY

Cause im happy

It might seem crazy what I’m about to say
Sunshine she’s here, you can take a break
I’m a hot air balloon that could go to space
With the air, like I don’t care baby by the way

Because I’m happy
Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof
Because I’m happy
Clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth
Because I’m happy
Clap along if you know what happiness is to you
Because I’m happy
Clap along if you feel like that’s what you wanna do

Here come bad news talking this and that
Yeah, give me all you got, don’t hold back
Yeah, well I should probably warn you I’ll be just fine
Yeah, no offense to you don’t waste your time

Happy, come on, bring me down
Happy, come on, bring me down
Love is too happy to bring me down
Come on, bring me down
I said bring me down
Come on, bring me down
Love is too happy to bring me down
Come on, bring me down
I said

Bring me down… can’t nothing…
Bring me down… your love is too high…
Bring me down… can’t nothing…
Bring me down, I said (let me tell you now)

Tuesday 19 November 2013

Past In My Life

2011

last two years of my high school life. It was going good at the new school that i just moved too. In January 2011 i went in to the A&E cause i had pains in my stomach and they was hurting me so bad that i couldn't take the pain away. I thought this was bad news. They checked me other and then they took me to the ward. They told me i had to go for surgery, i was really scared and worried something was badly wrong. They put me to sleep and then cut me open and see what was happening in my stomach. i was down in theater for 7 hours and my mom though something went wrong.

I came up still asleep and they told my mom what they did. They took my appendix out which lets you digest food easier but i lost it. The doctors told me i had to cut down on my fibre in my diet and so i did.

Couple of months later
a couple of months later on my dads birthday i became ill with my stomach yet again... my stomach swelled up like an american football and it hurt me so so so much so i had to get an ambulance to take me to the hospital. they took me to the hospital and then they cut me open and put a tube in me so that all the stuff can come out. The stuff was bile. It was the most discusting part of my life and i hated it. this made me miss have half a year of school and i got bored in the first few weeks of not being there.

Couple of weeks later
couple of weeks later i went back into school and i started catching up but it was too late. I had missed too much work and i was struggling to catch up with my work and i couldn't be successful in that and i failed my subjects but i did pass some too....

2012
First year of college... well it started off the way i wanted it to. It was perfect, the course was amazing i was starting to enjoy the course a lot and make new friends, it was awesome but then it got worse. I had to keep going to hospital every couple of weeks for infusions of this special drug called infliximab. That wasnt the worse bit of the college. A couple of months passed and thats when the bad things started to happen.... i started to get bullied of these couple of asian people and they was terrorising me every day under a fake name and everything. they was making believe that they was my friends and still pranking me so that i fell in love with a fake profile... everyone in my classes knew that it was a prank, but i didnt. A couple of more months passed and by this time the course was nearly finished and i was gunna move on to the next part of my college life which was level 3, thats the time i got made fun off..... they told me in front of all the class that they was that girl that was messaging me and then put all the messages on the projector screen.... i went out the class crying my eyes out cause i looked like an absolute idiot and that is the first time i started to get depressed.... we left and we sorted out all our then the next academic year i started level 3 of the ict course i was doing

hope you enjoy and comment on this thanks
By Brandon Crawshaw

Thursday 24 October 2013

my Google family and friends online

Well in my google family there is:

my mommy +Rajah Peavey

my daughters; +SkIttleZ UnicornXD , +Nicole Mccubbin , +kitty crawshaw +Brook beast +zoey zoeyy

My son; +Xeno Donzia

i need more but i have a lot of friends and ex's.... but i get along with most people.... most support me and some dont..... i have a lot of haters and i have a lot of people that like me and crush on me..... thats not my fault.... i love all my friends..... i have a lot of crushes.... but im taken..... i love my gf...... my ex +Karina Crawshaw i loved still do but im taken and so is she...... she nearly commited suicide yesterday but i didnt know why she was gunna.... i told her bf and he went to her house and stopped her... i stopped her committing suicide...

to be continued

Tuesday 15 October 2013

MY LIFE SO FAR:

Well, my life ayeee....

Well the best day of my life was when i got with my Girlfriend Karina ....
She just came into my life and made it worth living, I loved that she is my angel at night, My darling, My heart , My world..... The best day of my life...... 25th April 2013, That made my life worth living

she helped me through everything and i love it how she makes mistakes, she is so cute amazing and mine.

But then i cheated.... i made a huge mistake i broke her heart, i am trying to repair it now but its not working, i need some help, how can i repair her heart? how can i make her life worth living? how can i make her happy? how can i do anything right?

I LOVE YOU KARINA KIKI RAINBOW MONSTER!!!!!!!!!

then this happened

worst day of my life

the worst day of my life...... 19th october 2013

on this day i found out that my ex one true love karina cheated on me, broke my heart, and messed up my head, she cheated on me 6 days before our aniversary,

destoryed our day 25th april 2013 is dead....

thanks karina,

but then i got hit with something,

why should i are? why should i love her? but i still have feelings for her? how can i forget her?

Can anyone help me?